My life, my dominion

I would have dissed valentiens' day on the 14th of february.
But then again it's not hyped up here or rather i cooped myself up doing work that time. So yeah i've dissed it by totally giving a rat's ass about it. NOt to mention that i had a test that day at like wat 3pm so a good part of that day was dedicated to lessons and the little time i could snatch for studying. I'm quite thankful to God for the 100 he gave me. really i nearly forgot that he had allowed me to do that. Or perhaps these are empty thanks since all i could think of when i saw the results was how smart i was sigh.

Well just got back from london AGAIN. IT was a GREAT weekend, spoilt by me losing my rail card and my train ticket. 40 pounds down the drain after that SHEESH. Other than that the weekend was REALLY good. I mean one it's London, sure i hate the AIR which makes my snot really black but it's still a big city with lots of great museums. The victoria and albert museum was REALLY PRETTY. yeah i know i don't usually call things pretty but it really was. Also the debating at MUN was really fun and of a great level. I mean considering i was looking forward to getting slaughtered by all the ladies at the committee for the status of women it was interesting that i not only held my own but i also managed to really make an impact.
Haha voted 'MOst likely to really really be in the UN' by a bunch of girls. Funny how i actually gave up a chance to be in the foreign service a few years ago. I wonder what this all means?

Apart from that, I'm feeling immensly lonely right now. Dunno why, i guess i've been around books for SO long that i totally haven't had fun in a long time. yesh i know you've been here jsut a few weeks but erm erm well hm. Dunno lah. I guess i just miss intellectual discussions that i used to have a LONG time ago. Sigh..... Haven't had such communal fun in a LONG time. yeah the boat party was your usual party all the thames was beautiful. I wonder.
Have i missed out on something in life? My choices not to party, drink those sort of things. Did i miss out? have i missed out? I strongly don't think so, but it's hard to remain like that after you've spent a few great days just doing that. HAVING fun. Ah well.

Going off to read my books for my essay now. Yeah that's all i can think of now. WORK WORK WORK....SIGH.............

This day i shall ressurrect TWO THINGS!
1. MY BLOG. Yes lots of you are probably wondering, how is it that this nut could blog SO much in the army but now that he;s in UNI he can't???? Well simple, in teh army, the world shuts down after 8 so yeah got NOTHING to do after that.

2. My yellow jacket. Yes i'm wearing it again coz i washed my other coat.

Now to finish off the formalities. HAPPY NEW YEAR. BElated etc etc etc.

I screwed up in sending in a CV late CRAP! On top of that ....... Yeah my life is SUPER buys. My comp is going wonky again. I'm losing weight YAY! and ..... yeah well i've got a lecture talk to you guys later SEE YOU!!!